An evening at Bangalore city!!!

How can a city become like this??
When I sit in the evening at Silk Board bus stop and observe, the sights are quite strange!!!
Vehicles move as if the ones inside are eccentric...
People move like robots with ear phones plugged into their ears...
Humans forget to see another one's eyes... To see what is happening around...
I couldn't even see atleast one of them having a smile on their face.... All stressed and perplexed faces!!
All of them are earning quite a lot thousands,
But is it the only aim?? Or achievement they could get??
In the speedy strive to earn, these people forget even about their health!!!
Utter foolishness!!

Is earning handful the only goal one carries???
Or is he happy at all afterall??
The life turns meaningless!!

I pity the ones who are studying and trying hard to be amidst the so-called robots...
Come on guys!!! Take a turn!!!
Make a change!!
Live your life!!!

Oh dawn!!!

Oh dawn...
How beautiful you are!!!
The melodious chirping of birds...
The first soothing rays of dear sun...

Am turning spellbound...
Words fail to express your mesmerizing beauty...
I could see the candid touch of almighty!!!

Oh dawn...
How beautiful you are!!!

Get away from negatives...

There might be some instances in your life which you never want to recollect...
Likewise, there might be some persons whom you never want to meet again!!!
And the ugliest truth is that you tend to remember those events or meet those people many a times, mostly at unexpected time or place...
What happens after that???
No doubt!!! A bad day follows... Which makes you curse every moment of it and make you feel irritated to the core!!!
What to do??
It happens!! And its life, after all!!


What next??
How to get rid of such kind of experiences??
Simple!! Care the least for it!! I have said it in the most decent language indeed... Hehe!!
You heard it right... Whenever you happen to get those unwanted thoughts, just take a long breath and let you say to yourself, "This has nothing to do with me"!!! Its done!!!


Similarly, there may be some stupid faces which you never want to see again in life... What if he/she happens to come your way?? Say, is seated in the very next seat of the multiplex??
Answer is simpler!!! Just don't care!!!
If a word with that person spoils your mood and if you could get only negative vibes from him/her, better be away from them!!! Why to spoil our mood for someone whom you don't care at all???


Hahaha.... So friends..
These are some tips to get away from those bugging thoughts or ridiculous people!!
Life is only one!!! Enjoy it to the fullest!!!

People v/s Blog writing!!

Am on a conflict… Whether to be a continuous writer or be a continuous attender for the ones who love me… Let me make it clear why such a conflict arises!! :)

At times, words flow like river within.. But I will be in a situation where many are longing for my spoken words.. Yes.. And those flows within will fade away to oblivion within seconds..

Many occasions.. When I used to get mesmerized of the thoughts, which I surely wanted to scribble down on my blog.. But, in a minute, I will get a call.. Rather a ping.. From someone who treats me as important in their life!! And, I will just wipe away the desire of pouring down my thoughts without a second thought..

Am reaching a conclusion!!! Yes!!

Hey!! Am not complaining…. Rather am feeling contented and blissful!!

For being a human who is wanted by atleast some, though not many!!

I was never put in a situation so that I get obsessed with writing and gets into the shell where there is only ME!!!

Thanks a lot to the ones who are beside me…

I feel overwhelmed that there are people who are just a call away..

To laugh on my happiness.. Cry along on my sadness..

And, hold my hands tightly and could say, “Everything will be fine!!”

My mother… My life…

Am finding it hard to write.. May be because am writing about someone who means a lot to me… In other words, who is the main substantiation of how am here!!

Yes, am talking about my mother… However poetic I write or however narrative I write, it would be only one millionth of what I have to tell about her… :) 

Ok.. Let me start….

I love to call her “amma”… And many more names!!! Sshhh… I cant reveal all that!!! Secret!!! :p

She is among many who got married at the late teenage and who had to strive in the giant joint family (which has become a concept now as everyone turned themselves to be into the 4 walls of micro families!!)Many experiences, good as well as bad made her stronger day by day… The tremendous support of my dad made her stand firm and they developed their own dreams and world…. Then comes my elder brother!! My mom was only 21 years old then!! O god!! Am already 23 now.. And still enjoying the spinstership!! Hats off to her!!

After 2 years, my brother got a cute little sister… That’s none other than me!!! ;)

And, my small family took off its journey of its own….

My mother… She was always good at academics.. Though she had difficulty with English language(because she studied in a Malayalam medium school till then), she managed to become a graduate… Fortunately or unfortunately, it was then my dad’s proposal came.. And marriage in just 4 months!!! Unbelievable, is it??

She didn’t study further or went for employment, the reason being the same joint family and the responsibilities… But, I always wonder, If she had been working, who would have taken care of myself and my brother so perfectly??? Ofcourse, no one else would have!!!

She always likes to paint or draw or sometimes design dress and so on.. I have noticed many a times that she is superb-updated in fashion.. Else, why are people coming and asking me from where I got/stitched my dresses!!! I have heard her saying, when we were kids she was very keen in getting myself and my brother dresses, which no other kids seem wearing in our locality those days… She always wanted us to look special!!!, she bought my brother blue brush, blue shoes, blue dresses and so on.. And ofcourse, for me, everything in pink!!! See, thats what kids’ fashion propagates.. “Blue for boys and pink for girls”!!!

Years passed by.. so our age… She is in her forties now… having plenty of worries and anxieties about myself and my brother!!! Ofcourse, it’s a common thing for all mothers!! I keep on telling her to get engaged in something so that she gets less time to think, so less tensions!! The days of togetherness are becoming rare…. My brother is in employment abroad and am in Bangalore with my job… In few months, am getting married too!!

Oops!! I cant think of that moment now… Moving away from your parents and siblings to start an entirely new life!!! What a change one ought to have in her life!!! My eyes are getting wet!! Though it is with someone whom you know and love for a half decade, the feeling that am getting married is prompting an ache within me…. Hmmm :(

Future is future!! Lets talk about present!! So, today, am very very happy!!! This Mother’s day is very special for me and my mom!!! After almost 2 decades, she attended classes on terracotta jewellery making and she made her debut in that by making a Jumka for me!!! Today, she gave it to me… I grabbed it with super-excitement and ran to the mirror… She too followed me.. I wore it and it looked magical on me!! As if the best I have worn ever!! I knew, it had my mom’s love in it!! That’s why it looks so special on me!!

I smiled and looked her through the mirror… She was smiling delicately with contentment and moreover the so called heavenly love!!!

P.S : This post is dedicated to my mother on this Mother’s day!!

        Love you loads amma…….

Cute surprise it was!!

That pleasant Sunday, they decided to go for Marathahalli, one of the Bangalore’s famous shopping destinations.. The place is well known for the factory outlets of numerous brands where you are offered with unbelievable discounts and offers..

He whispered on her ear, “hey, just think once about our wallets before you catch hold of some product”!! He smiled naughtily.. She acted like beating him mischievously.. They stepped down the bus and headed towards the crowded area.. As it was a Sunday, the road was flooded with vehicles and so the shops!!

They already had a plan of buying a pair of “PUMA” casual wear shoes for him.. He casted upon her the duty of selecting it for him.. After an hour long selection process, she lifted a pair and walked towards him.. Oh god!! He has exactly the same model in his hands!! They smiled at each other and gave a half hug!! Thus, the first item of “to shop” list is done with!!!

Next is the most interesting event for her, but the most boring event for him!! Yes!! Selecting some kurthis and western wear tops for her!!! Not exactly, the most boring event for him.. Nowadays, he is also showing interest in getting her the best and distinct clothe!! They entered into “Max” outlet and started the “searching for the best” bustle..

He had a pink and purple western top in his hands, and she liked it.. She took 2 T’s for casual use..

Then comes the twist…. Her sight got stuck on a sling-bag hanging there!! It was of Denim material with kind of girly embroidery on it…. She ran to it and grabbed it!! Seeing the price tag, she sighed!! It was little too much expensive!!! He had neared her and looked at it… The same price tag made him tell her, lets not go for it!! Her eyes went down… Because, she wanted it too badly!! What to do?? They had budgeted their shopping and this purchase would definitely outrun their budget!! So… They walked downstairs for billing.. She picked 2 leggings too and gave it to him..

There was pretty a long queue.. She insisted that she would stand in queue, but he refused and pushed her and made her relax after that lengthy shopping.. The bill was paid and he walked towards her with the shopping kit.. He took her hand and they stepped out of the shop..

They were exhausted!! The hot sun was smiling at them!! They wanted to have some drink and there were plenty of small shops nearby.. He went for sweet lassi and she had butter milk.. As any ordinary girl, she opened up the shopping kit to recall herself what all she bought!!

Oh!! She got stunted!! That sling-bag!! That same sling-bag!! She looked into his eyes.. He yelled, “surprise”!!! She hugged him and lied her head on his shoulder with all her love and whispered, “love you”.. He replied, “you too my love….”!!!

Maria found the right one!!!

Those days...

Maria was helpless and clueless...

She knew within that Jewel,the one who walks with her is not really close to her heart!!

Though Jewel tries her best to show off that they were best friends, Maria had no such feeling left for her since long back!!

Wearing same-to-same out fits or preaching to be best buddies sounded irritating to her...

She could realise that Jewel was such that in no way they are compatible!!

She feared if she remains as the other's shadow forever!!

And, will she ever could open up that Jewel matters the least to her...

***

Days passed!!!

The unbearable character of Jewel made Maria speak out the reality...Yes!! Atlast, she gained the strength to speak out the reality...

And, the so called best buddies parted!!

Afterall, there was no real bond between them to part at all!!

And then, Cathy came to her life... Maria Could find her to be so loving and genuine...

They, in a very short span turned best friends...

Now, they cant sleep without talking atleast a word to each other...                                         No more show offs and claims!!!

They had the love and care for each other...In its true sense...

***

Maria murmured within...

Why did I waste so many years for someone who is not worth it!!

Who can be only selfish to make her own things!!

Who is so dominating and artificial!!!

Who always failed to be a good friend(though not a best friend) atleast!!

Plenty of thoughts flew through her mind..

Her mobile flashed, "Good night dearie", text from Cathy...

Maria sighed with relief and slept peacefully...

A love letter...

My love...
I hardly know what am going to scribble down.. Am worried if i will go over romantic or emotional...
Yes, i think its high time that i should tell this!!!
Well, as you don't like introductory talks, let me be straight to the point...

Am in love!!!
Yes... You might be wondering what is so new in that!!!
It has!! Yes... Am in love...
This time, its not infatuation...
Love at first sight...
Fascinations..

Its real.. Serene... Candid...
Yes my love...
I love you!!!

Knowing who you are...
Knowing what you are...

And I believe this love will live forever...
Because, its true...
And divine...
I love you...

P.S: This post is dedicated to my love, Rajesh!! valentines day everyone...
Its great to love and its awesome to be loved!!!

We love each other!!!

My love...

I still wonder...

How have you come to my life!!

And has become my life!!

To share my happiness,

my sorrows,

my life...

To carass my hair..

To hold my hands tightly...

To laugh at my poor jokes!!

I know!!

We are different!!

In thoughts..

Approaches..

View points...

Still!! We share the bond!!

The ultimate reason being these simple words,

"We love each other!!"

February.. Bringing me nostalgia...

It was on the same February, when our eyes met.. It was on the same February, when we started observing each other...

It has been near to five years... Since I met him...
Yes!!! Its unbelievable!!

Days pass so fast!!! No... Years pass so fast!!!
Moreover, we didnt know that we are getting close to each other.. That too in a way that, looks spoke more than words.. Presence did matter more than touches...
We could know that it was something divine which is going on within us!!!
There was a tender touch of god on us...
There were many obstacles!!!
Infact!!! In the form of people... Circumstances and so on...
But what made us stand firm was the strong feeling within our innerselves that we should never part!!! We should never lose each other!!!

And five years passed like a flash of second!!! The same god is leading us... Having parents who understand us is the most luckiest thing one can have in life... And many good friends, who are always on our side, whether we face happiness or otherwise!!!
And, we got engaged!!! Yes!!!
In few months, he will tie knot on my neck...
The ultimate dream-come-true event for us...

My love... I would like to dedicate this post to you...
Because, you are the most wonderful thing which has happened in my life...
And, I feel February is the bestest month for posting this!!!
Lots of love...