To all the Love sicks!!!!

This time, the topic is quite light! I would better say that it is not a fiction! This write up is actually inspired from a discussion which developed a couple of days back! My friend, who is also working in the same organisation, but located in a different place has asked me about something. He has a crush on his colleague.. All he wanted to know was that how does he need to proceed with it!!! I appreciate the fact that he might have thought am the right person to consult as I have been through a relationship which further developed to a happily ever after wedlock!!

He had a handful of questions in his mind:
1) Do I need to tell her that I have a crush on her?
2) Do I need to express whatever comes in my mind?
3) What if our friendship breaks if I open up?
4) Does she be having a feeling for me at all?
5) How do I know that this is a time pass or serious feeling??
Blah blah blah!!!!
And the questions just took off their wings through the instant messenger that we have!
For a fraction of second, I got totally blank! Will I be able to answer these questions to my friend?
Then, my mind started regaining the stability and the words just flew over the messenger back!
Instead of telling him the answers for the questions that he asked, I just said whatever came into my mind! Am scribbling it down!
#First of all, don’t get carried away by the thought that you have a crush on someone!!
#Sit back and realise whether the feeling is just an infatuation developed out of physical attraction or is there anything beyond that!!
#Be yourself!! You heard me right!! Don’t try to pretend like someone whom you have never thought of, in a hurry to impress the other!!
#Don’t complicate the relationship.. Instead give a space for the other to interact with you and gain an understanding of who you are to them!!
#Don’t get over excited and make the other feel that you are totally crazy for them!!
#Let the magic happen on its own! Don’t attach pacemaker to your feelings and make it end up in a disaster!!
#Stay happy and positive.. Let the positive vibes from you embrace the other and trigger the feeling on them!
#If at all it is not working, just let it go!!!! Don’t cry over the spoilt milk!!! You are wasting your life for someone who is never bothered about it at all!!
#If it works out, stay cool and relaxed.. Let the relationship blossom taking its own time and let it spread the fragrance of love!!!
Though I am not an expert on this matter, I have just said him the things which I believe to be true!!
Hope this would help some of my stranger friends to some extent to keep up their love spirits high!!

The 11:11 Mystery!!

At times, some visual or circumstance would prompt you to interpret a matter which you thought to be usual to be unusual.. And it may initiate a fleet of thoughts popping up within..which will in turn, exert a soothing pressure to unlock the mystery!

You may feel that am starting to pen down a fiction! Or a short story! Absolutely not!

This is what I have within me right now! Yes, the thoughts are afresh!!

Yesterday, I happened to watch a Malayalam movie, 32aam Adhyaayam, 23aam Vaakyam! There is nothing else in the film which is catchy other than the thought process which it shoots regarding the mystery associated with numbers! Inspired from write ups, the script has been developed pointing out the repetitive haunting of Number 23 of the lead actor.. and the story progresses!!

At a point of time, when the narrative mentioned about numbers and their connectivity, and the happenings followed, something struck my mind in a flash of second!!

Yes!! Am talking about the number/time “11:11” !!!

For past 4-5 years, there have been many instances where I have got this feeling that this number has something to connect to me!! What made me feel so was whenever I felt like seeing the watch or mobile phone to see the time, I could repetitively see the numbers 11:11!! Am not joking!! As I have already mentioned, I have not taken it so seriously that I went behind or tried to dig it more! But, apparently, this number caught my eyes quite a lot of times, as a surprise!! The spark of mystery was inside me for such a long period!!

After watching this movie, it struck my mind with a bang that I could not resist myself from doing a petty research on it! Afterall, I wanted to know whether something exists at all about this number pattern! Or is it just happening with me alone??

When I typed 11:11 in Google, hundreds and hundreds of links appeared!!

I would like to replicate some of the words which grabbed my attention!

11:11 (numerology)

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Numerologists believe that events linked to the time 11:11 appear more often than can be explained by chance or coincidence.^[1] This belief is related to the concept of synchronicity. Some authors claim that seeing 11:11 on a clock is an auspicious sign.^{[citation needed]} Others claim that 11:11 signals a spirit presence.^[2][3] The belief that the time 11:11 has mystical powers has been adopted by believers in New Age philosophies.^[4] However, skeptics say that Uri Geller's examples of 11:11 phenomena in world events are examples of post-hoc reasoning^[5] and confirmation bias

11:11 – Is it Happening to You?

Our Spirit Guides, angels, or higher selves like to speak to us through various methods, such as playing a recurring song on the radio that may have special significance, answering a prayer, flipping to a certain page in a book we’re reading, or even directing our attention to repeating numbers on a clock or sign, such as 11:11. At first, this occurrence might seem like a silly coincidence, but by looking further into it, you will find that it has a powerful spiritual message hidden within.

According to Doreen Virtue, a well-known angel therapist and psychic medium between the spirit world and human world, seeing repeating numbers, especially 11:11, means you should focus on keeping your thoughts positive, because your desires will manifest instantly into form. Put all your attention on what you desire instead of what you fear, and your angels will continue to reward you.

According to the Mayan Calendar, the turning of ages began on December 21, 2012 at 11:11, marking a New Age on our planet – a literal shift in consciousness from the Dark Age to the Golden Age. Another interesting thing about 11:11 is that the numbers add up to four, which is the number for transformation and the dissolving of the ego. Many healers and spiritual leaders on Earth interpret 11:11 to mean that the ascended masters have come back to the planet to aid us in this grand healing and help bring Earth back into alignment once again.

The above excerpts are only few of thousand write ups which speak about positivity, light workers, spiritual brain washing, star seeds and so on….

Ultimately, I have a contentment that something which has been a big interrogation in my inner mind is something which is happening with millions of people in this world!!! Am not all alone!! And, more or less, it speaks about positivity!!!

So, am feeling virtuous and high! I will keep smiling whenever I see the magic number again!!

The 11:11…..!!!

RIP dear Kalamji!!

In my 5th standard, we had a chapter which told about the guy who hailed from a backward family of Rameswaram.. Who became a newspaper supplier boy to help his father... Who had seen hunger, thirst and so many pains!! And now, as he waived goodbye all of a sudden, I could do nothing else than to wipe out the droplets which rolled down my cheeks!! The transformation to a legend was not an overnight incident!! His dedication and sincerity in whatever he does, made him stand out in the crowd!! 

A man who had real impact on us, the student fraternity... Noone can ever replace you sir!!! Penning down with utmost grief... that my wish of meeting you will remain as a wish forever!!
RIP dear Kalamji!!!!!

Tribal lady in green!!!!

I would like to redraft the hearsay!!!

An idle mind is an artist's workshop!!!

And the result is,

this beautiful tribal lady in green!!!!

:) :) :) 

Burn my body.....!

I happened to watch this Malayalam Short film today "BURN MY BODY"...
As the disclaimer says, only those who have atleast some mental strength can watch this..
Otherwise your mind would just tear into pieces.. And you may tend to have an immense fear within...

We see plenty of cases where women and girl children have been brutally harassed sexually and the count goes on increasing...
We had a feeling that such men who do this, 
get pleasure when they do this to a woman and when they hear her cry aloud...
Even I had this thought..

But after watching this short film, after going through some reports, with utmost shock, I could know that there are persons who fetch pleasure when they sexually harass a female corpse!!!
You heard me right!!They rape dead bodies of women.......

Heartbreaking, isn't it???
The women dead bodies which are kept at mortuary being sexually used by the mortuary-in-charge!!
He drinks, smokes and do this to the corpses lying in the mortuary..

In this short film, a lady nurse who witnesses this brutality pens down a note to her parents,
"If I happen to die, by any reason, please don't let my body lie in the mortuary.. Don't let anyone take custody of it.. BURN MY BODY immediately.....!!!"

Any woman who comes to know that such people(rather animals) do exist as one among the society, she would even fear to die... Realising that her body is not safe even after death!!!!

With immense grief and fear, I request,
"Women are also humans.... They should have the right to live without fear.... Atleast they should be given the right to die!!!!"

ഓ പൂങ്കുയിലേ....

ഓ പൂങ്കുയിലേ....
യുഗ്മഗാനം പാടി നീ മടുത്തുവോ...

ഏഴാം മല കടന്നു വെള്ളാരം കുന്നിൽ നിന്ന്...
നിന്റെ പ്രിയൻ വന്നണയുമ്പോൾ...
മധുരമാം ആ ഗാനം നീ പാടുകയില്ലേ...
നിന്റെ പ്രണയം പകുത്തു നീ നൽകില്ലേ..

കള്ളിപൂങ്കുയിലെ ..
നിന്റെ ഉള്ളിന്റെ ഉള്ളിലെ  പ്രേമനാളം
ആളുകയില്ലേ...

ഇത്തിരി നാളുകൾ നീ പാടുക കൂ...
നിന്റെ പ്രിയന്റെ വരവും കാത്ത് ...

PIZZA....

Rose was staring through the window.. With so much struggle, she finished reading"PIZZA".. "Mum, how does it taste??"... The reply, is as always silence!! Mother tightened her hand and pulled her farther from there... They walked towards the street.. Little Rose was turning back and peeping through the window once again!! She was sure that it was something mouth watering!!

They sat down in the street.. Some coins which fell into the vessel did not make any noise.. as her mother does!! She wondered why.. The little heart could not find an answer!!

Rose noticed a mom, dad and a well dressed tiny girl passing through.. Girl threw a cover and shouted with anger,"I dont want this damn flavour.... I hate this"!!! She was grumbling with anger.. They walked away...

Little Rose told to herself "flavour"!! She sighed.. 

After a while, she saw the same man heading towards them.. He lent her something, she took it from him.. "Thanks", she said in a very low voice..The gentleman smiled and walked away.... Curious her, opened the packet.. She found those bold colourful words, "PIZZA"... She jumped in excitement.. She hugged her mum tightly and kissed her.. Mother gave a pale smile!!

That man joined his wife and daughter... And went to the PIZZA shoppe to get his daughter her favorite flavoured PIZZA!!!

നിലാമഴ....!!

ജന്മാന്തരങ്ങൾ തൻ തന്തു മീട്ടിടും 

നിൻ കരസ്പർശങ്ങൾ..

ഹൃദയസ്പന്ദനങ്ങൾ നനുത്തതാക്കിടും 

നിൻ മന്ദഹാസങ്ങൾ..

എൻ അന്തരാത്മാവിൽ 

നിലാമഴ പൊഴിഞ്ഞിടും..

ആ മഴയിൽ എൻ മനം 

നനഞ്ഞു നീരാടിടും..

പുതുമഴ നുകരും 

മയൂഖമായിടും..  

ചിലങ്ക അണിഞ്ഞു ഞാൻ 

നൃത്യമാടിടും..