Pi Day!

You might be thinking that I am just making stories when you read this, but a big NO!

I am telling the truth, the ultimate truth!!!

Today morning, while I was heading to office, as usual a stream of thoughts started flowing,

Some random thoughts also popped in which would come from nowhere to my surprise,

Which would be totally unrelated to what my thought process was!

Today, I got a thought about the movie ‘Life of Pi’ and some strange thoughts like:

the value of mathematical Pi,

How do we write Life of Pi replacing this ‘Pi’ with the mathematical Pi ‘π’??

Is it Life(π) ??

And so on and on..

Reaching office, I had left back those thoughts as I do always, as I know that those thoughts are my temporary friends, which I need not carry forward..

I switched on my desktop, and mumbled upon Google Doodle which I am always curious about, since I love the way they present the Doodles and the amazing creativity in it.

For a moment, I went blank, I saw today’s Google Doodle which is :

And, when I clicked on it, I saw this:

Is this called Sixth Sense???

Do I have the ability to have vision of future events??

I don’t have an answer to these questions!

But, I got super excited and happy!! Yay!!

To end this,

‘π’ made my day!!!

Music, my life..

I can never imagine a life,

without waking up to those fine tuned semi-classical instrumentals..

without getting ready for work with those soft rap and jazz..

without progressing the day with blues and folk..

without relaxing the evenings with R&B and melodies..

without sleeping to those soothing melodies..

Music, my life!

Transcending all the odds

When I tread over the green meadows,

I could sense the tender touch of wind.

It caresses over my whole body,

And, gradually, embraces my soul.

This inner state is puzzling!

Am I in a trance or is this real?

There is no stint to waste,

Every moment is exceptionally special.

I walk again, onward

holding the frills of my beautiful gown,

which, but failed to contest with,

the incredible magnificence of flora and fauna around!

I could hear the sprinkling of water,

Yes, spotted a crystal-clear spring.

I stepped into it with curiosity within,

Such a devastating feeling!

Butterflies twirl in harmony,

Trees beam in amity,

Squirrels run in seriatim,

Buds blossom in opulence.

There are hardly any cut downs,

Barely any vehemence.

Oh mother Earth, hoping wholeheartedly,

That thee transcend all the odds.

തുമ്പപ്പൂ പോലൊരു പെണ്ണ്.

Disclaimer: If any of the characters or situations in this write up have resemblance to those from the movie "Premam", it is strictly co-incidental.. :P

“നല്ല താമര ഇതള് പോലുള്ള കണ്ണ്.. ചുരുണ്ടു ഇടുപ്പറ്റം വരെ പനങ്കുല പോലെ ഉള്ള മുടി.. നല്ല മുല്ലപ്പൂ മൊട്ടു പോലുള്ള പല്ല്.. അവളുടെ കൈകളിലെ കുപ്പിവളകൾ അവളെ കിന്നാരം പറഞ്ഞു ചിരിപ്പിക്കാറുണ്ടാവാം.. അവളുടെ കാലുകളിൽ കിടക്കുമ്പോൾ ആ സ്വർണ പാദസരങ്ങൾക്കു ചിലപ്പോ നാണം തോന്നീട്ടുണ്ടാവാം.. “
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രാവിലെ കുളിച്ചു ഒരു തുളസിക്കതിർ മുടിയിൽ ചൂടി ചന്ദന കുറിയിട്ടു അയലത്തെ കൂട്ടുകാരീടെ കൂടെ അടക്കം പറഞ്ഞു ചിരിച്ചു അവൾ കടന്നു പോവുമ്പോൾ ഞങ്ങൾക്കൊക്കെ സ്വർഗം കിട്ടിയ ഒരു പ്രതീതി.. ഇതിനല്ലെങ്കിൽ ഒരു പണിയും ഇല്ലാത്ത ഞാനും കണ്ണനും രവിയും ഒക്കെ അതിരാവിലെ എഴുന്നേറ്റു ക്ഷേത്ര പരിസരത്തു പോയി ചുറ്റിപറ്റി നിൽക്കോ!
ഞങ്ങടെ നാട്ടിൻപുറത്തിന്റെ ഒരു സ്വകാര്യ അഹങ്കാരം എന്ന് വേണമെങ്കിൽ അവളെ പറയാം.. ഗ്രാമപച്ചയിൽ പട്ടു പാവാട ഉടുത്തു ഒരു പൂമ്പാറ്റയെ പോലെ അവൾ പാറി നടക്കും.. ഇത്ര ശാലീനതയും ചന്തവും ഉള്ള ഒരു പെണ്ണ്..ഞങ്ങളാരും മറ്റൊരിടത്തു കണ്ടിട്ടില്ല! സത്യം! ഞങ്ങൾക്കൊക്കെ അവൾ ഒന്ന് നോക്കണേ എന്ന ഒരു പ്രാർത്ഥന മാത്രം!
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പത്താം ക്ലാസും ഗുസ്തിയും കളിച്ചു നടക്കുന്ന ഞങ്ങൾക്കൊക്കെ അവളോട് വലിയ ബഹുമാനമാ. അവൾക്കു പന്ത്രണ്ടാം ക്ലാസ്സിൽ റാങ്ക്!
ആഹ്, അത് പോട്ടെ.. അവളെ ഫാഷൻ ഡിസൈനിങ് ഏതാണ്ട് പഠിപ്പിക്കാൻ കഴിഞ്ഞ മാസം ബാംഗ്ലൂർ കോളേജിൽ കൊണ്ടാക്കി.. അന്ന് അമ്പലത്തിൽ വന്നത് ഒരു മാമ്പഴ മഞ്ഞ പാട്ടുപ്പാവാട ഉടുത്തു ആയിരുന്നു.. ശോ! ഇപ്പഴും കണ്ണിൽ ഇങ്ങനെ നില്ക്കാ അവളുടെ രൂപം! കവലയിൽ സൊറ പറഞ്ഞിരുന്ന ഞങ്ങൾ അണ്ടി പോയ അണ്ണാന്മാരെ പോലെ അവളുടെ വണ്ടി ദൂരേക്ക് മായുന്നത് നോക്കിയിരുന്നു..
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കണ്ണനാണ് കുറച്ചു മുൻപ് പറഞ്ഞത് അവൾ അവധിക്കു വന്നിട്ടുണ്ട് എന്ന്.. പിന്നെ ഒന്നും ഓർത്തില്ല.. സൈക്കിളും എടുത്തു ഞങ്ങൾ മൂവർസംഘം അവളുടെ വീടിന്റെ പിന്നാമ്പുറത്തുള്ള ഇടവഴിയിലേക്ക്..
ഞങ്ങളുടെ ദിവസങ്ങൾക്കു വന്ന നിറം മങ്ങൽ അവൾക്കു അറിയില്ലല്ലോ..
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പശുവിനെ കൊണ്ട് പോവുന്നതിനിടയിൽ ശാരദേടത്തി ഞങ്ങളെ ഒന്ന് തുറിച്ചു നോക്കി ഒരു ഡയലോഗ്," ഇങ്ങനെ മൂന്നെണ്ണം ഇവിടെയൊക്കെ ഉണ്ടോ!" ചൂളിപ്പോയി! തല താഴ്ത്തി ഞങ്ങൾ അവളുടെ വീടിന്റെ മതിലിനോട് ചേർന്ന് എത്തി വലിഞ്ഞൊന്നു നോക്കി.. ഞങ്ങൾ ആരാധിക്കുന്ന ഞങ്ങളുടെ തുമ്പപ്പൂ പെണ്ണിനെ കാണാൻ!
ഞങ്ങൾ കണ്ടു.. ചൂല് പോലെ തോളറ്റം മാത്രം വരെ മുടിയുള്ള.. ഒരു ജീൻസും ടോപ്പും ഇട്ട.. പരിഷ്കാരിയായ.. ഒരു ബാംഗ്ലൂർകാരിയെ..
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തിരിച്ചു കവലക്കു സൈക്കിൾ ചവുട്ടുമ്പോൾ ആദ്യം ആരും ഒന്നും മിണ്ടിയില്ല..
പിന്നെ എന്നത്തേയും പോലെ കണ്ണൻ മൗനം ഭേദിച്ചു!
"തുമ്പപ്പൂ പോലൊരു പെണ്ണ്! അയ്യേ! ഇവളോ? "
അന്ന് കണ്ണ് നിറയുന്ന വരെ ഞങ്ങൾ ചിരിച്ചു ..
ഞങ്ങൾക്ക് ഓർത്തു പൊട്ടിച്ചിരിക്കാൻ അങ്ങനെ ഒരു കാരണം കൂടെ!
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വിദ്യാരംഭം..

മുത്തശ്ശൻ രാവിലെ തന്നെ ചാരുകസേരയിൽ കാലും നീട്ടി ഇരുപ്പാണ്..ഞങ്ങൾ നാട്ടിൽ എത്തിയതിന്റെ സന്തോഷം ആ മുഖത്ത് ഇങ്ങനെ തെളിഞ്ഞു കാണാം.
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രണ്ടു വർഷത്തിൽ ഒരിക്കെ വരുന്ന എനിക്ക് നാടും തറവാടും അമ്പലവും പൂവും പുല്ലും എല്ലാം വല്യ അതിശയമാ! ഇത്തിരി ഉള്ളപ്പോൾ അച്ഛനും അമ്മയും കാനഡയിലേക്ക് പറിച്ചു നട്ടതാ ഞങ്ങൾ രണ്ടാളെയും. അവള്ക്കു നാടൊന്നും അത്ര ഇഷ്ടമല്ല. വൃത്തി ഇല്ല സംസ്കാരം ഇല്ല എന്നൊക്കെ പറയും. എനിക്ക് അങ്ങനെയല്ല. ഇവിടുത്തെ കാറ്റും മണവും എല്ലാം ഒത്തിരി ഇഷ്ട്ടാ! അതല്ലേ നാട്ടിൽ പോവാണെന്നു പറയുമ്പോൾ ഞാൻ അവരേക്കാളുമൊക്കെ സന്തോഷിക്കുന്നത്!
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വിദ്യാരംഭം!
വര്ഷങ്ങള്ക്കു മുൻപ് മുത്തശ്ശൻ എന്നെ അമ്പലത്തിൽ കൊണ്ട് പോയി അരിയിൽ അക്ഷരങ്ങൾ എഴുതിച്ചു നാവിൽ മോതിരം കൊണ്ട് ഹരിശ്രീ എഴുതിച്ചതു.. മനസ്സിന്റെ അടിത്തട്ടിൽ ചിതറി കിടക്കുന്ന കുറെ ഓർമ്മചിത്രങ്ങൾ...
ഇന്ന് ദേ മുത്തശ്ശൻ എന്നോട് മൂപ്പർക്ക് ഹരിശ്രീ കുറിച്ച് കൊടുക്കാൻ ഏല്പിച്ചിരിക്കുകയാ!
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ടാബ്ലെറ്റിൽ വിരൽ ഓടിക്കുമ്പോൾ ലോകം കൈക്കുമ്പിളിൽ ചുരുങ്ങുന്നതു മുത്തശ്ശന് എന്നും അതിശയം ആണ്! കൊച്ചു മക്കളോട് Skype ചാറ്റിങ് ചെയ്യാൻ ഈ എഴുപതാം വയസ്സിൽ മനസ്സ് കാണിക്കുന്നത് എനിക്കൊരു ഞെട്ടലോടെയേ നോക്കിക്കാണാൻ പറ്റുള്ളൂ!
ടാബ്ലെറ്റിൽ doodle എടുത്തു ആ വിറയ്ക്കുന്ന കൈ ചേർത്ത് പിടിച്ചു ഞാൻ എഴുതിപ്പിച്ചു...
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വിദ്യാരംഭം!

സമയം!

മുംബൈ മഹാനഗരം.. വി ടി സ്റ്റേഷന്റെ മുന്നിൽ ഞാൻ ഇങ്ങനെ നില്ക്കാ.. വണ്ടികളും മനുഷ്യന്മാരും ചീറി പായുന്നു.. എന്തിനു.. ഒന്ന് കണ്ണടച്ച് തുറന്നാൽ ദിവസം കഴിഞ്ഞു.. എല്ലാത്തിനും ഇവിടെ ഭയങ്കര വേഗത.. ആർക്കും ആരെയും നോക്കാനോ ഒന്ന് ചിരിക്കാനോ സമയം ഇല്ല.. സമയം.. അതാണ് ഇവിടെ എല്ലാവര്ക്കും ഇല്ലാത്തതു.. അതോ ഇനി ഇല്ല എന്ന് നടിക്കുക ആണോ! ആ! എനിക്കറിയില്ല..

കടത്തിണ്ണയിൽ നാട്ടുവർത്തമാനം പറഞ്ഞു സമയത്തെ കൊന്നത് ഓർക്കുമ്പോൾ ചിരി വരുന്നു.. അന്ന് കൂട്ടുകാരോടൊപ്പം ഇരുന്നു, തിടുക്കത്തിൽ പോണ സൈക്കിളെകാരനോട് വായുഗുളിക വാങ്ങിക്കാൻ പോവാണോ എന്ന് ചോദിച്ചത് ദേ ഇന്നലെ കഴിഞ്ഞ പോലെ!!

എല്ലാവരും ഓരോ വഴിക്കു! സതീശൻ അങ്ങ് എറണാകുളത്തു.. ഉണ്ണി അവന്റെ അച്ഛന്റെ തയ്യൽ കടയിൽ അങ്ങ് കൂടി.. സുബൈർ മലപ്പുറത്ത് തുണി കച്ചവടം.. ഞാൻ ഇത്തിരി പഠിച്ചു പോയി എന്ന കുറ്റത്താൽ ഇങ്ങു മുംബൈയിൽ.. താല്പര്യം ഉണ്ടായിട്ടൊന്നുമല്ല. വീട്ടുകാർ നിർബന്ധിച്ചു.. ഇങ്ങു പോന്നു.. ഒരു പ്രൈവറ്റ് കമ്പനിയിൽ അക്കൗണ്ടന്റ്.. എല്ലാ ചെലവും കഴിഞ്ഞു ഒരു അയ്യായിരം രൂപ അച്ഛന് അയച്ചു കൊടുക്കാറുണ്ട്.. ഞാൻ പിന്നെ പണ്ടേ സേവ് ചെയ്യാറില്ല.

ദിവസങ്ങൾ ഇങ്ങനെ പോവാ. ഇവിടെ വന്നിട്ട് ഇപ്പൊ എന്ത് ഉണ്ടായി എന്ന് ചോദിച്ചാൽ സത്യം പറയാലോ! ഒന്നും ഉണ്ടായില്ല. പിന്നെ ഈ നാട്ടുകാരോടോപ്പും ഞാനുo സമയത്തിന്നെ കയ്യിൽ മുറുക്കെ പിടിച്ചു ഇങ്ങനെ നടക്കും. അല്ല ഓടും!! നാടോടുമ്പോൾ നടുവേ ഓടണം എന്നാണല്ലോ!!

Old age home...!

Clock ticked 10.

He passed an ordering look..

The old lady lifted the bag.

Hefty of clothes of memories,

Packed of books of lullabies.

She was deserted..

With no ray of hope left in her!!

She stepped down..

The heavy heart was still beating!

 

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The luxury car entered the premises.

She could see many faces,

weeping within..

They welcomed her with empathy,

One more member to the family!

***

He counted the currency!

Lakhs and some!

She sighed, the price for the trade!!

***

He signed the papers, and for one last time,

Turned towards her to waive goodbye!

Her wrinkled arms held his!

***

He felt the same warmth he had,

Everytime when she caressed him,

Everytime when she cuddled him,

Everytime when she nestled him!

***

He took off his hands from hers.

Walked down the steps,

 

With a thud in his heart!!

 

To all the Love sicks!!!!

This time, the topic is quite light! I would better say that it is not a fiction! This write up is actually inspired from a discussion which developed a couple of days back! My friend, who is also working in the same organisation, but located in a different place has asked me about something. He has a crush on his colleague.. All he wanted to know was that how does he need to proceed with it!!! I appreciate the fact that he might have thought am the right person to consult as I have been through a relationship which further developed to a happily ever after wedlock!!

He had a handful of questions in his mind:
1) Do I need to tell her that I have a crush on her?
2) Do I need to express whatever comes in my mind?
3) What if our friendship breaks if I open up?
4) Does she be having a feeling for me at all?
5) How do I know that this is a time pass or serious feeling??
Blah blah blah!!!!
And the questions just took off their wings through the instant messenger that we have!
For a fraction of second, I got totally blank! Will I be able to answer these questions to my friend?
Then, my mind started regaining the stability and the words just flew over the messenger back!
Instead of telling him the answers for the questions that he asked, I just said whatever came into my mind! Am scribbling it down!
#First of all, don’t get carried away by the thought that you have a crush on someone!!
#Sit back and realise whether the feeling is just an infatuation developed out of physical attraction or is there anything beyond that!!
#Be yourself!! You heard me right!! Don’t try to pretend like someone whom you have never thought of, in a hurry to impress the other!!
#Don’t complicate the relationship.. Instead give a space for the other to interact with you and gain an understanding of who you are to them!!
#Don’t get over excited and make the other feel that you are totally crazy for them!!
#Let the magic happen on its own! Don’t attach pacemaker to your feelings and make it end up in a disaster!!
#Stay happy and positive.. Let the positive vibes from you embrace the other and trigger the feeling on them!
#If at all it is not working, just let it go!!!! Don’t cry over the spoilt milk!!! You are wasting your life for someone who is never bothered about it at all!!
#If it works out, stay cool and relaxed.. Let the relationship blossom taking its own time and let it spread the fragrance of love!!!
Though I am not an expert on this matter, I have just said him the things which I believe to be true!!
Hope this would help some of my stranger friends to some extent to keep up their love spirits high!!

The 11:11 Mystery!!

At times, some visual or circumstance would prompt you to interpret a matter which you thought to be usual to be unusual.. And it may initiate a fleet of thoughts popping up within..which will in turn, exert a soothing pressure to unlock the mystery!

You may feel that am starting to pen down a fiction! Or a short story! Absolutely not!

This is what I have within me right now! Yes, the thoughts are afresh!!

Yesterday, I happened to watch a Malayalam movie, 32aam Adhyaayam, 23aam Vaakyam! There is nothing else in the film which is catchy other than the thought process which it shoots regarding the mystery associated with numbers! Inspired from write ups, the script has been developed pointing out the repetitive haunting of Number 23 of the lead actor.. and the story progresses!!

At a point of time, when the narrative mentioned about numbers and their connectivity, and the happenings followed, something struck my mind in a flash of second!!

Yes!! Am talking about the number/time “11:11” !!!

For past 4-5 years, there have been many instances where I have got this feeling that this number has something to connect to me!! What made me feel so was whenever I felt like seeing the watch or mobile phone to see the time, I could repetitively see the numbers 11:11!! Am not joking!! As I have already mentioned, I have not taken it so seriously that I went behind or tried to dig it more! But, apparently, this number caught my eyes quite a lot of times, as a surprise!! The spark of mystery was inside me for such a long period!!

After watching this movie, it struck my mind with a bang that I could not resist myself from doing a petty research on it! Afterall, I wanted to know whether something exists at all about this number pattern! Or is it just happening with me alone??

When I typed 11:11 in Google, hundreds and hundreds of links appeared!!

I would like to replicate some of the words which grabbed my attention!

11:11 (numerology)

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Numerologists believe that events linked to the time 11:11 appear more often than can be explained by chance or coincidence.^[1] This belief is related to the concept of synchronicity. Some authors claim that seeing 11:11 on a clock is an auspicious sign.^{[citation needed]} Others claim that 11:11 signals a spirit presence.^[2][3] The belief that the time 11:11 has mystical powers has been adopted by believers in New Age philosophies.^[4] However, skeptics say that Uri Geller's examples of 11:11 phenomena in world events are examples of post-hoc reasoning^[5] and confirmation bias

11:11 – Is it Happening to You?

Our Spirit Guides, angels, or higher selves like to speak to us through various methods, such as playing a recurring song on the radio that may have special significance, answering a prayer, flipping to a certain page in a book we’re reading, or even directing our attention to repeating numbers on a clock or sign, such as 11:11. At first, this occurrence might seem like a silly coincidence, but by looking further into it, you will find that it has a powerful spiritual message hidden within.

According to Doreen Virtue, a well-known angel therapist and psychic medium between the spirit world and human world, seeing repeating numbers, especially 11:11, means you should focus on keeping your thoughts positive, because your desires will manifest instantly into form. Put all your attention on what you desire instead of what you fear, and your angels will continue to reward you.

According to the Mayan Calendar, the turning of ages began on December 21, 2012 at 11:11, marking a New Age on our planet – a literal shift in consciousness from the Dark Age to the Golden Age. Another interesting thing about 11:11 is that the numbers add up to four, which is the number for transformation and the dissolving of the ego. Many healers and spiritual leaders on Earth interpret 11:11 to mean that the ascended masters have come back to the planet to aid us in this grand healing and help bring Earth back into alignment once again.

The above excerpts are only few of thousand write ups which speak about positivity, light workers, spiritual brain washing, star seeds and so on….

Ultimately, I have a contentment that something which has been a big interrogation in my inner mind is something which is happening with millions of people in this world!!! Am not all alone!! And, more or less, it speaks about positivity!!!

So, am feeling virtuous and high! I will keep smiling whenever I see the magic number again!!

The 11:11…..!!!

RIP dear Kalamji!!

In my 5th standard, we had a chapter which told about the guy who hailed from a backward family of Rameswaram.. Who became a newspaper supplier boy to help his father... Who had seen hunger, thirst and so many pains!! And now, as he waived goodbye all of a sudden, I could do nothing else than to wipe out the droplets which rolled down my cheeks!! The transformation to a legend was not an overnight incident!! His dedication and sincerity in whatever he does, made him stand out in the crowd!! 

A man who had real impact on us, the student fraternity... Noone can ever replace you sir!!! Penning down with utmost grief... that my wish of meeting you will remain as a wish forever!!
RIP dear Kalamji!!!!!

Tribal lady in green!!!!

I would like to redraft the hearsay!!!

An idle mind is an artist's workshop!!!

And the result is,

this beautiful tribal lady in green!!!!

:) :) :) 

Burn my body.....!

I happened to watch this Malayalam Short film today "BURN MY BODY"...
As the disclaimer says, only those who have atleast some mental strength can watch this..
Otherwise your mind would just tear into pieces.. And you may tend to have an immense fear within...

We see plenty of cases where women and girl children have been brutally harassed sexually and the count goes on increasing...
We had a feeling that such men who do this, 
get pleasure when they do this to a woman and when they hear her cry aloud...
Even I had this thought..

But after watching this short film, after going through some reports, with utmost shock, I could know that there are persons who fetch pleasure when they sexually harass a female corpse!!!
You heard me right!!They rape dead bodies of women.......

Heartbreaking, isn't it???
The women dead bodies which are kept at mortuary being sexually used by the mortuary-in-charge!!
He drinks, smokes and do this to the corpses lying in the mortuary..

In this short film, a lady nurse who witnesses this brutality pens down a note to her parents,
"If I happen to die, by any reason, please don't let my body lie in the mortuary.. Don't let anyone take custody of it.. BURN MY BODY immediately.....!!!"

Any woman who comes to know that such people(rather animals) do exist as one among the society, she would even fear to die... Realising that her body is not safe even after death!!!!

With immense grief and fear, I request,
"Women are also humans.... They should have the right to live without fear.... Atleast they should be given the right to die!!!!"

ഓ പൂങ്കുയിലേ....

ഓ പൂങ്കുയിലേ....
യുഗ്മഗാനം പാടി നീ മടുത്തുവോ...

ഏഴാം മല കടന്നു വെള്ളാരം കുന്നിൽ നിന്ന്...
നിന്റെ പ്രിയൻ വന്നണയുമ്പോൾ...
മധുരമാം ആ ഗാനം നീ പാടുകയില്ലേ...
നിന്റെ പ്രണയം പകുത്തു നീ നൽകില്ലേ..

കള്ളിപൂങ്കുയിലെ ..
നിന്റെ ഉള്ളിന്റെ ഉള്ളിലെ  പ്രേമനാളം
ആളുകയില്ലേ...

ഇത്തിരി നാളുകൾ നീ പാടുക കൂ...
നിന്റെ പ്രിയന്റെ വരവും കാത്ത് ...

PIZZA....

Rose was staring through the window.. With so much struggle, she finished reading"PIZZA".. "Mum, how does it taste??"... The reply, is as always silence!! Mother tightened her hand and pulled her farther from there... They walked towards the street.. Little Rose was turning back and peeping through the window once again!! She was sure that it was something mouth watering!!

They sat down in the street.. Some coins which fell into the vessel did not make any noise.. as her mother does!! She wondered why.. The little heart could not find an answer!!

Rose noticed a mom, dad and a well dressed tiny girl passing through.. Girl threw a cover and shouted with anger,"I dont want this damn flavour.... I hate this"!!! She was grumbling with anger.. They walked away...

Little Rose told to herself "flavour"!! She sighed.. 

After a while, she saw the same man heading towards them.. He lent her something, she took it from him.. "Thanks", she said in a very low voice..The gentleman smiled and walked away.... Curious her, opened the packet.. She found those bold colourful words, "PIZZA"... She jumped in excitement.. She hugged her mum tightly and kissed her.. Mother gave a pale smile!!

That man joined his wife and daughter... And went to the PIZZA shoppe to get his daughter her favorite flavoured PIZZA!!!

നിലാമഴ....!!

ജന്മാന്തരങ്ങൾ തൻ തന്തു മീട്ടിടും 

നിൻ കരസ്പർശങ്ങൾ..

ഹൃദയസ്പന്ദനങ്ങൾ നനുത്തതാക്കിടും 

നിൻ മന്ദഹാസങ്ങൾ..

എൻ അന്തരാത്മാവിൽ 

നിലാമഴ പൊഴിഞ്ഞിടും..

ആ മഴയിൽ എൻ മനം 

നനഞ്ഞു നീരാടിടും..

പുതുമഴ നുകരും 

മയൂഖമായിടും..  

ചിലങ്ക അണിഞ്ഞു ഞാൻ 

നൃത്യമാടിടും..

An evening at Bangalore city!!!

How can a city become like this??
When I sit in the evening at Silk Board bus stop and observe, the sights are quite strange!!!
Vehicles move as if the ones inside are eccentric...
People move like robots with ear phones plugged into their ears...
Humans forget to see another one's eyes... To see what is happening around...
I couldn't even see atleast one of them having a smile on their face.... All stressed and perplexed faces!!
All of them are earning quite a lot thousands,
But is it the only aim?? Or achievement they could get??
In the speedy strive to earn, these people forget even about their health!!!
Utter foolishness!!

Is earning handful the only goal one carries???
Or is he happy at all afterall??
The life turns meaningless!!

I pity the ones who are studying and trying hard to be amidst the so-called robots...
Come on guys!!! Take a turn!!!
Make a change!!
Live your life!!!

Oh dawn!!!

Oh dawn...
How beautiful you are!!!
The melodious chirping of birds...
The first soothing rays of dear sun...

Am turning spellbound...
Words fail to express your mesmerizing beauty...
I could see the candid touch of almighty!!!

Oh dawn...
How beautiful you are!!!

Get away from negatives...

There might be some instances in your life which you never want to recollect...
Likewise, there might be some persons whom you never want to meet again!!!
And the ugliest truth is that you tend to remember those events or meet those people many a times, mostly at unexpected time or place...
What happens after that???
No doubt!!! A bad day follows... Which makes you curse every moment of it and make you feel irritated to the core!!!
What to do??
It happens!! And its life, after all!!


What next??
How to get rid of such kind of experiences??
Simple!! Care the least for it!! I have said it in the most decent language indeed... Hehe!!
You heard it right... Whenever you happen to get those unwanted thoughts, just take a long breath and let you say to yourself, "This has nothing to do with me"!!! Its done!!!


Similarly, there may be some stupid faces which you never want to see again in life... What if he/she happens to come your way?? Say, is seated in the very next seat of the multiplex??
Answer is simpler!!! Just don't care!!!
If a word with that person spoils your mood and if you could get only negative vibes from him/her, better be away from them!!! Why to spoil our mood for someone whom you don't care at all???


Hahaha.... So friends..
These are some tips to get away from those bugging thoughts or ridiculous people!!
Life is only one!!! Enjoy it to the fullest!!!

People v/s Blog writing!!

Am on a conflict… Whether to be a continuous writer or be a continuous attender for the ones who love me… Let me make it clear why such a conflict arises!! :)

At times, words flow like river within.. But I will be in a situation where many are longing for my spoken words.. Yes.. And those flows within will fade away to oblivion within seconds..

Many occasions.. When I used to get mesmerized of the thoughts, which I surely wanted to scribble down on my blog.. But, in a minute, I will get a call.. Rather a ping.. From someone who treats me as important in their life!! And, I will just wipe away the desire of pouring down my thoughts without a second thought..

Am reaching a conclusion!!! Yes!!

Hey!! Am not complaining…. Rather am feeling contented and blissful!!

For being a human who is wanted by atleast some, though not many!!

I was never put in a situation so that I get obsessed with writing and gets into the shell where there is only ME!!!

Thanks a lot to the ones who are beside me…

I feel overwhelmed that there are people who are just a call away..

To laugh on my happiness.. Cry along on my sadness..

And, hold my hands tightly and could say, “Everything will be fine!!”

My mother… My life…

Am finding it hard to write.. May be because am writing about someone who means a lot to me… In other words, who is the main substantiation of how am here!!

Yes, am talking about my mother… However poetic I write or however narrative I write, it would be only one millionth of what I have to tell about her… :) 

Ok.. Let me start….

I love to call her “amma”… And many more names!!! Sshhh… I cant reveal all that!!! Secret!!! :p

She is among many who got married at the late teenage and who had to strive in the giant joint family (which has become a concept now as everyone turned themselves to be into the 4 walls of micro families!!)Many experiences, good as well as bad made her stronger day by day… The tremendous support of my dad made her stand firm and they developed their own dreams and world…. Then comes my elder brother!! My mom was only 21 years old then!! O god!! Am already 23 now.. And still enjoying the spinstership!! Hats off to her!!

After 2 years, my brother got a cute little sister… That’s none other than me!!! ;)

And, my small family took off its journey of its own….

My mother… She was always good at academics.. Though she had difficulty with English language(because she studied in a Malayalam medium school till then), she managed to become a graduate… Fortunately or unfortunately, it was then my dad’s proposal came.. And marriage in just 4 months!!! Unbelievable, is it??

She didn’t study further or went for employment, the reason being the same joint family and the responsibilities… But, I always wonder, If she had been working, who would have taken care of myself and my brother so perfectly??? Ofcourse, no one else would have!!!

She always likes to paint or draw or sometimes design dress and so on.. I have noticed many a times that she is superb-updated in fashion.. Else, why are people coming and asking me from where I got/stitched my dresses!!! I have heard her saying, when we were kids she was very keen in getting myself and my brother dresses, which no other kids seem wearing in our locality those days… She always wanted us to look special!!!, she bought my brother blue brush, blue shoes, blue dresses and so on.. And ofcourse, for me, everything in pink!!! See, thats what kids’ fashion propagates.. “Blue for boys and pink for girls”!!!

Years passed by.. so our age… She is in her forties now… having plenty of worries and anxieties about myself and my brother!!! Ofcourse, it’s a common thing for all mothers!! I keep on telling her to get engaged in something so that she gets less time to think, so less tensions!! The days of togetherness are becoming rare…. My brother is in employment abroad and am in Bangalore with my job… In few months, am getting married too!!

Oops!! I cant think of that moment now… Moving away from your parents and siblings to start an entirely new life!!! What a change one ought to have in her life!!! My eyes are getting wet!! Though it is with someone whom you know and love for a half decade, the feeling that am getting married is prompting an ache within me…. Hmmm :(

Future is future!! Lets talk about present!! So, today, am very very happy!!! This Mother’s day is very special for me and my mom!!! After almost 2 decades, she attended classes on terracotta jewellery making and she made her debut in that by making a Jumka for me!!! Today, she gave it to me… I grabbed it with super-excitement and ran to the mirror… She too followed me.. I wore it and it looked magical on me!! As if the best I have worn ever!! I knew, it had my mom’s love in it!! That’s why it looks so special on me!!

I smiled and looked her through the mirror… She was smiling delicately with contentment and moreover the so called heavenly love!!!

P.S : This post is dedicated to my mother on this Mother’s day!!

        Love you loads amma…….